i go through these walls

[downsyde]

Today has been a bit of a non-event. I've been preoccupied with something all day and I don't like feeling like this. I've spent a lot of my life building barriers against people, and another lot of it trying to break them down and keep them down, but I still find myself pushing people away. Even so, I find that people can get under my skin very quickly. It's strange.

Tomorrow is an important day for me. I have a review hearing for my case. What happens will determine the future of it. Not looking forward to it.