Jun 23, 2004 22:19
...hitting the shower floor that made the loud noise. To this day I still find the whole thing hard to believe.
Can someone explain to me why that thought came into my head yesterday and wouldn't leave me alone?
I've been thinking about suicide lately. Not about doing it, or how, I've already thought about that plenty enough, but when. How much time I have left untill it is inevidible. I give myself about 2 years. 2 years to find meaning and purpose to my life. 2 years to find something to live for.