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I woke up in a fantastic mood...
Then, basically, life happened.
A family friend passed away on Sunday.
It really made me put things into perspective.
I sit around day after day,
stressed about money, bills, work and school.
Stressed to the point of making myself physically sick.
Shouldn't all that energy be put towards actually living?
I know, easier said than done.
And at the end of the day,
I choose the responsible route,
or at least I try to.
I just feel like there is
this huge black cloud preoccupying my life.
Everyday, no matter what I do,
there it is, always in the back of my mind.
It really starts to make me feel hopeless.
I know what I need to do,
It's just the days in between accomplishing it.
Then, basically, life happened.
A family friend passed away on Sunday.
It really made me put things into perspective.
I sit around day after day,
stressed about money, bills, work and school.
Stressed to the point of making myself physically sick.
Shouldn't all that energy be put towards actually living?
I know, easier said than done.
And at the end of the day,
I choose the responsible route,
or at least I try to.
I just feel like there is
this huge black cloud preoccupying my life.
Everyday, no matter what I do,
there it is, always in the back of my mind.
It really starts to make me feel hopeless.
I know what I need to do,
It's just the days in between accomplishing it.