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The weekend was good,
Saw some faves.
Didn't sleep much.
The anxiety is back.
I need to learn to not worry about so much.
I'm really starting to notice
the lack of respect people have.
Not just towards me, but just in general.
It's really immature and childish.
I'm really trying to better myself this summer.
I want to appreciate money and
learn how to save & budget.
I want to cut out a lot of the negativity around me.
It's not healthy, especially with how I have been handling things,
i.e. panic attacks.
The past year has just left me feeling
like I have no control over anything in my life.
And that is simply not true.
I just sat back and let my life fall to pieces.
I don't want to feel anxious, nervous, self-conscious and guilty
about every decision I make, or don't make, anymore.
Saw some faves.
Didn't sleep much.
The anxiety is back.
I need to learn to not worry about so much.
I'm really starting to notice
the lack of respect people have.
Not just towards me, but just in general.
It's really immature and childish.
I'm really trying to better myself this summer.
I want to appreciate money and
learn how to save & budget.
I want to cut out a lot of the negativity around me.
It's not healthy, especially with how I have been handling things,
i.e. panic attacks.
The past year has just left me feeling
like I have no control over anything in my life.
And that is simply not true.
I just sat back and let my life fall to pieces.
I don't want to feel anxious, nervous, self-conscious and guilty
about every decision I make, or don't make, anymore.