um ok
just a suggestion... if u dont want to hear about all my complaining and venting at the moment dont read any further...
alright so everything has been crazy lately. my whole life in general really. and it sucks when u loose trust from people and u have no one to look up to or go to for advice... hopefully that trust will be gained again.
so the past few days i've been thinking about finals and i was talking to carley about it in math and really finals pretty much seem impossible i feel like i've gotten so much stupider this year WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD this year. i've never been this worried about my grades before. and this is defeintly not the year to fuck up.
and today in math i got back my fuckin math test and i was like yeah i think i did good ...i knew all the formulas we needed to know and i fuckin BOMB the test a D how can u get a D if u have the formulas in front of you OMG makes me so upset like honestly that just shows how stupid i am. uhhhhh and now i'm totally lost in the new shit we are learning... guess i'll be in tutorial the rest of the week like always... whatever
-carley can u say BRIDGE TIME?! ha
really the only thing that could make me content right now would be if it poured rain. i love the rain. makes me so relaxed and i dont worry about anything i just it. RAIN!!!
well i need to do hw and make some gifts for my softball gift exchange thingy.
ok done