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we played don't touch the ground tag for two hours tonight. Me, Frenchman, and Joe. it was cool. did some crazy ass shit. i want to get a bunch of people and play a huge game. Joe gave me back my bacardi. which im wicked pissed about. ok, one night Cook and Jake call me up and say they have a quarter, and wanna hang out. i say cool, i got half a handle of bacardi i cna bring we can drink. so i accidently leave it at Cookies thinking i cna trust him, well, he takes it, apparently drank half of it, and sold Joe a quarter of a bottle of bacardi, for 20$. MY Bacardi. the whole bottle only cost me 10$. i think they cost 15$ at the store, i don't know, no more than 15$ though. he said i gave it to him, well even if i had, which i didn't, if he didn't want it, he should've given it back, not sold it. for 4 times what its worth. who rips off their friends? and Cook still never paid me back the 200$ me and Jake spent on his party. the half ounce of weed was 90$, and the alcohol was 120$, he said he'd pay us back. after i spent my night driving around asking people to buy it for me, transporting it, and telling everyone to go for a party he had two weeks to plan and did nothing. the day of the party i called him and he said he had no alcohol, no weed, nothing. this was a party for Jake, planned by Cook. and me and Jake spent 200$ on it. Jake shouldn't have had to spend shit. and i certainly shouldn't have either. but i basically threw his party, and then, he kept all the alcohol and took all the credit, and never paid me back. im not very happy with him right now. in fact, im pretty pissed off. i don't trust people, i trusted him. this is what happened. i thought he was my friend, but friends don't pull shit like that. i guess im just hurt, like, i really thought i could trust him, and i thought he was a good guy, he wouldn't fuck me over with this shit. i mean, we were talking about getting an apartment together, and now, i don't know if i would want to. on tht note, Frenchy is moved back to NH and we are talking about getting a place with Jake and Joe.
ack im still totally hung up on....... eruyabifuwi..... i don't even wanna say anything with her reading this, fucking damnit. now you don't know its you, ha ha hahaha. but damn, im never in so good a mood as when im with her, or talking to her. shes so funny, and easy to talk to, and damn, probably no one has ever been better looking, really ever. i have fun with her. i don't usually have fun with girls like i do with her. without doing anything. she makes me happy, just being there with me. but she doesn't care, so, im lame. whatever, i always have been. i mean damn, I'm still hung up on Kaitlyn, Cassie, and Kristina (i know she was never my girlfriend like them, but i still cared about her just as much, maybe more... she was always special).... no i never got over any of them. Josh says im sick... but, i mean, they were all attempts to replace the last one, who i then fell hard for, and all rejected me. DAMNIT. im always the one rejected, i friggin suck, i've never dumped anyone, or said no to anyone, or stopped talking to anyone, or anything. im always the bitch hanging on hoping. I've never said, we should just be friends, or, no i don't like you like that, or, just ran away cause it was awkward. which is what i think i would do. if someone came up and was like totally lame and was all, "hey i really like you" i would probably just run far away, and hide.
damn, im fucked up. i chugged the rest of that bacardi before i started writing, and we smoked so much today. i need to like, take a shower, eat some food, and force sleep.
ack im still totally hung up on....... eruyabifuwi..... i don't even wanna say anything with her reading this, fucking damnit. now you don't know its you, ha ha hahaha. but damn, im never in so good a mood as when im with her, or talking to her. shes so funny, and easy to talk to, and damn, probably no one has ever been better looking, really ever. i have fun with her. i don't usually have fun with girls like i do with her. without doing anything. she makes me happy, just being there with me. but she doesn't care, so, im lame. whatever, i always have been. i mean damn, I'm still hung up on Kaitlyn, Cassie, and Kristina (i know she was never my girlfriend like them, but i still cared about her just as much, maybe more... she was always special).... no i never got over any of them. Josh says im sick... but, i mean, they were all attempts to replace the last one, who i then fell hard for, and all rejected me. DAMNIT. im always the one rejected, i friggin suck, i've never dumped anyone, or said no to anyone, or stopped talking to anyone, or anything. im always the bitch hanging on hoping. I've never said, we should just be friends, or, no i don't like you like that, or, just ran away cause it was awkward. which is what i think i would do. if someone came up and was like totally lame and was all, "hey i really like you" i would probably just run far away, and hide.
damn, im fucked up. i chugged the rest of that bacardi before i started writing, and we smoked so much today. i need to like, take a shower, eat some food, and force sleep.