sexi MAma~ I love to hear you speak

[downcasteyes]

so nice to hear your voice last night. and i'm glad you got to "meet" zac... i had a feeling you 2 would like each other. he's so great, and of course you're amazing-spectacular-awe-inspiring-glowing-fantastic-phenomenal... i'm spending the night at heidi's again tonight, and jess neill's gonna be there because she needed a place to stay... maybe her parents are out of town or something... anyway, i'm gonna try to call you again. last night zac showed me a picture of this really really hot guy that's his boyfriend or ex-boyfriend or something... he looks almost like ian, only i think he's more attractive. he told me at school that he had something to tell me later that "would make me really happy but was sort of embarrassing for him"... and then he told me to remind him of it later so i did when we were in heidi's room and he whispered in my ear, "i like you enough that i would date you." and i just stood there in the hug he was giving me when he whispered and then i said "wow..." all amazed-like... don't really know what to think of that one. because he definitely told me he's gay. yep. *shrugs* sarah... am i mannish? *grins*

it is fucking burning up in this motherfucker. jesus branislav christ... i still have to mow the grass in my section of the yard and take a shower and "touch up" the bathroom... wow, this music is very operatic... i wonder what my mom's doing... hm...

i'm writing you a letter.

*sighs* man. i had/have so much to say, but i'm tired now. so... later, chica. i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

i love you.

.c.