Last night
Last night I was supposed to get Teagan in bed at a decent hour. That didn't quite work out as well as I would have hoped.....
I ended up staying up really late with her. But I think god of arranged it. We talked mostly about Jesse and our insecurities. And for once I realized it was not me. Durring my relationship with him I thought that I was the cause of his silent days. We would have these deep meaningful conversations with him ignoring me the next day. No hi, no wave. I wondered what was up.
And I'm distracted by Ella Fitzgerald.