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College.
I'm so excited to be here. And I have written in a while because our Oral and Written ccommunications class along with General Studies seems to take up most of my time when it comes to writing my thoughts down. But I guess one can never write their thoghts down enough
I feel like a liberal trappedin a conservative world. When at all it is the case. The hard and cold truth. there are many with views that are the same as I. And there are plentyy more with ones that of complete and utter dissonance. I;m not exactly sure what I should do. Maybe all i can do is wait it out.
But here I am in one of the smallest towns in the world. I know some of the few reasons why I'm here. But the entire reason is forbidden. Seems to be the exact replica of the apple that Adam and Eve shoudn't have plucked.
My worries com from liking a boy. here i am falling head over heels. Okay not quite.. I'm fairly distant, but it seems that deep in my heart something of he sort is going on. Yet it isn't. the test will come when we go and eat lunch together. He reminds me of the closest thing that I can find to having an open mind. Is that some quality found in guys....some of the girls...are so closed minded. Not I take that back.. Its not a matter of difference between genders...just a bleak thought process.
So maybe what I'm worried about is a common ground. Being acceptable in this society. It's a completey differernt atmosphere than Central.
Bright eyed and bewildered.
and perhaps a little incoherent.
I'm so excited to be here. And I have written in a while because our Oral and Written ccommunications class along with General Studies seems to take up most of my time when it comes to writing my thoughts down. But I guess one can never write their thoghts down enough
I feel like a liberal trappedin a conservative world. When at all it is the case. The hard and cold truth. there are many with views that are the same as I. And there are plentyy more with ones that of complete and utter dissonance. I;m not exactly sure what I should do. Maybe all i can do is wait it out.
But here I am in one of the smallest towns in the world. I know some of the few reasons why I'm here. But the entire reason is forbidden. Seems to be the exact replica of the apple that Adam and Eve shoudn't have plucked.
My worries com from liking a boy. here i am falling head over heels. Okay not quite.. I'm fairly distant, but it seems that deep in my heart something of he sort is going on. Yet it isn't. the test will come when we go and eat lunch together. He reminds me of the closest thing that I can find to having an open mind. Is that some quality found in guys....some of the girls...are so closed minded. Not I take that back.. Its not a matter of difference between genders...just a bleak thought process.
So maybe what I'm worried about is a common ground. Being acceptable in this society. It's a completey differernt atmosphere than Central.
Bright eyed and bewildered.
and perhaps a little incoherent.