why do i miss you
right i feel as though i broken into thousands of sharp glass pieces. thinkin about so much right now. do know some things for sure:
- Adam was so last year
- This year's turned out to not be "the guy" but i found a friend that i wouldnt have if i didnt like him
- i still love you brendan lol
- my calling is in Westmont ..... with my range rover
- i have crazy hair
- fate is real ... why else was i saved from the storm?
- need to join more activities
- you never realize what you had till its gone
- admit it or else it will haunt you forever
- hold onto that person but when they arent gripping your arm let go
- nerves rule my life ...... its not was is meant to happen
if you think of it "scientifically" when someone is uncomfortable. they feel they have to act a certain way its not the flow calmness.....the onset: hyperness and the wanting to be calm which when obviously not achived sucks. so i have decided that instead of trying to be a certain way (because honestly there are genetics) i just have to try to cool ..weird psychology