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its been a while..well, for my standards anyway...the bitching about college essays is over...i am done with two of three..georgia app. goes out monday..uva app. will follow the next week i think...i can feel a rift growing between my tight friends...its becoming more and more apparent everyday that by the end of this year we will be sectioned off into who our true friends are. people cant tell me anything..everyone is afraid of my reaction to situations so they just try and hide shit from me that i wouldnt care about anyway if they just told me up front about it..its a small school..i thought we were past all of the lying...i dont like being lied to..when i tell you that you can be honest with me you can. i hate that this is happening..no one trusts anyone anymore..we were all so tight last year..what the fuck happened? we are all too concerned with ourselves and not others this year...all i want to do is have fun with my brothors for one last year, i do not want to leave this place like the way its going right now..but if this is what its going to come to then i just want to get through this year and preserve what true friends i have left and tell charlotte north carolina to kiss my fuckin ass. im out.