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I havent updated in like forever. Rite now im alone eating domino's pizza and watching kept on Vh1. OMG-- im goign to SHS Bwitches. I am soooo excited. I hope there are some other cute guys than the guys at my orientation. There was one guy he looked really really cute until he smiled I was thinking to myself... ugh CLOSE UR MOUTH. My life has been absolutely great. My love life SUCKS MAJUR BALLLLZZZZZZZZZZ...
I really want to find somebody so i can cuddle at the SHS/Dorman game. Kendal is OUT....He is out like a ball that has been hit for a homerun. I've gotta let him go b/c he doesn't want me and that's kewl sooooo... imma have to move on and accept that. And I HAVE... Im so proud of myself. He's a friend of mine-- and we don't speak. That's ok w/ me. I used to get all upset that he doesn't speak. BUT he's "Mr.Varsity" so... I understand. He will always have like 1/4 of my heart. I love him... not IN LOVE... I love him a lot.
ORIENTATION-- OMG I was soooo nervous. There were a lot of people at mine. Joseph King was my tour guide. He was sooooo gooood. He helped our group out a lot. He showed us shortcuts. He also walked us on every hall. I am soooo glad I got him for a tour guide. Ang. said that he tour guides didn't really wnt to be there. So after everything was done at like 3:15 Janna went home and Ang and I walked her schedule. I kinda got a feel of how I was gonna from place to place to place. SHS is like bigger than I thought. I've been in the high school b/c my mom has had like meetings and crap like that there. BUT it's been a really long while.
My Schedule is: 1st-Multimed Pres.-Roberts 2nd-Hon Chem 1A-Jeffords 3rd-Hon Wld History A-Millwood 4th-Vlbl/Tennis-Dean 5th-Spanish 2A-Griffith 6th-Alg 2A-Lamb 7th-Hon Eng 2A-Maddox..... I have some classes w/ Janna, Paul, Emmpie, Tierra Young and some other people.
Can't wait til daddy gets home. We're supposed to be going driving practice or w/e. Ugh I love my daddy. Subject change... im really yearning to kiss a guy. I have no clue why I just do. Dang--that's kinda bad but that's how I just feel. Can't wait til i get a b/f.... If I get one...Well... at church on Sunday this guy approached me and was you're cute or w/e and we exchanged numbers. He was really cute, but he called me soooo many times Sunday and like the final time was like at 11:30 and he was like Im mad you I was liek why he said b/c you never called me back. And he was like goodnite sweetie-- HALT moving toooooo fast--we just met bucko then he was like goodnite Lauren. So I mean if he said goodnite sweetie on the phone what did he think we werent on the phone....
What do I do when you’re not near
There are times I just break out in tears.
You’re the one I’ve only ever loved;
I want you to hold me like no other
Hold me tight and close
I want you to kiss me like you’ve been doing it for years
Let your kiss be soft and gentle
Fall deep in love with me like I have done for you
I will always remember that sweet kiss that you blew
No one can compare to you
Our love will always remain true
When we aren’t together
I think about you all the time
I wonder how has your day been and have you been thinking about me
I want to know all your thoughts and fears
I love you so much
I would give you the world if could
Just fall deep in love with me like I have done for you…..
That's how deep I used to have it...GO ME...