Oct 27, 2006 14:39
well, I managed to get myself suspended for 2 days. I've enver been suspended ever but luckily mr.olson said it won't be on my permanent record so i t won't be going to colleges. my mom woke up me up early this morning and I cleaned my room...it needed it. I flipped out yesterday due to the fact i was being blamed for something i didn't do and because other people managed to tell mr.olson the wrong story. I wasn't suspended for that though...but i went into ap english to take my time write and i couldn't stand being in the same room as liz j and her friends, none of them have any reason technically to believe that I did that drawing but there is nothing i can do about that now. I left and i paniced and i cried and i had a mental breakdown. my sweater was covered with my excess makeup and i went to the bathroom and paced. I went to priv where kasie was and overheard some of things she was saying and I couldn't handle myself. I was shaking and my body was freezing and i yelled and I swore and i went to hit her but stopped myself. either kasie or someone else (subway people) told mr. olson and that is why I am suspended. I'll be back wednesday, I owe Kasie an apology simply because my actions and words were unacceptable. I also know now who I can trust and who I can't. I'm going to be grounded for awhile...my phone is gone so...don't call me.
Kate