the present is just a pleasant interruption to the past

[down_by_stmarys]

i'm so pissed off right now. i'm just mad. not at anyone in particular, actually, that is a lie. i am mad at a whole bunch of things. i am mad at my parents. i am just angry, and i have no outlet. that is probably the worst feeling ever. i am so mad. i want to hit something, or run. running always helps, i think, it gives me a chance to clear my mind, because all i have to think about is running. i love that sport. it's so pure. maybe yelling would help, but i can't yell, because that would wake everyone up, and i can't run because it is 'too late.' it seems to be 'too late' for a lot, huh dipshits bearing the title of 'parents.' fuck everything. i'm so tired. not physically, either.

forever,
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'the dude'