needs to write music

[down_again_4now]

So, been ignored these last few days.
At first I was bitter but
coming to terms with the fact that people have lives outside me
Even if I don't have one outside of them.

I've gotten better at keyboard
Still have a lot to go though.
Seriously been nonstop on it- 7-10 hrs a day.
Not a fast learner, but a steady one.

I'm lonely.
Its weird.
I've been pushing my depression aside for others
And now that I'm left alone w it
Its been pushed to the forefront

I've been writing better
But still perefer
Happiness
To this.