ooh wee ohh i look just like buddy holly. oh oh and you're mary tyler moore.
i still miss you. i still care. sometimes i swear you're still here. do you miss me? do you care? does it hurt that i'm not there? told me you need something better. what is better than love? told me you need something new. but all i need is you to feel the way you make me feel. i never meant to hurt you. never meant to say those things. it used to be so good. you used to be my everything. i just want you to know that i'm just fine on my own. do you want me to know that you hate being alone? did you think i would fall for this over again? did you think i would crawl back? how's the time pass by without me? i hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine? if i could move i'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you. i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself. but know that i could crush you with my voice. stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me. i hate the way you say my name like it's something secret. my pen is the barrel of the gun. remind me which side you should be on. i wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel. i'll always keep you in my heart. i miss the seasons. and the comfort of your smile. i don't think i ever told you. but i know you always did your best. and the hard times. they only made us stronger. i'll never be the same without you. i love you more then you will ever know. i say this prayer for you tonight. because nothing is impossible. the hardest part isn't finding what we need to be. it's being content with who you are. stay who you are. i can't see how the way that you leave me alone makes us close. i must be out of touch. i feel a little awkward sometimes. you won't talk but we're not fighting.
__so tired. so tired. so tired.
__so tired. so tired. so tired.