Saturday Morning Blahs
Holding on because of desperate fear that it will be lost.
making yourself an obstacle to progress due to lack of originality and a desperate fear of change.
Coveting things - and people. Living in a cloud of suspicion and prejudice
I can be my own worst enemy.
Unsettling conditions that helps you distance yourself from a "destructive situation." Painfully honest communication needs to take place.But nothing.
Not letting yourself be dragged by your emotions into a negative situation. The revelation of painful truth.
Im afraid that after the dust is settled and tension settles we will ignore the tension in the aftermath of this quarrel that is "resolved."
both of us allowing the mind to block off emotions.
Self-deception as a means of justifying cruel acts to both him and I.
He is sexy and exciting,daring in his actions, cocky in his attitude - utterly without fear. Absolute sincerity,coupled with emotions that swing wildly from one extreme to another. Boundless creativity - and lust for change of both pace and place.
he is a rapid approach, - or more - a likely departure of something that sets my world on fire.
Im lacking balance.Teeter-tottering and waiting for my next big move in life.Struggling. A state of chaos driven by endless small disputes and complications.
I see weakness in any argument - biting sarcasm. Dry and vicious wit covering a hollow sense of isolation and dissatisfaction with my own pattern in life.Is it too much to expect perfection?
so then . . .
who's to blame?
making yourself an obstacle to progress due to lack of originality and a desperate fear of change.
Coveting things - and people. Living in a cloud of suspicion and prejudice
I can be my own worst enemy.
Unsettling conditions that helps you distance yourself from a "destructive situation." Painfully honest communication needs to take place.But nothing.
Not letting yourself be dragged by your emotions into a negative situation. The revelation of painful truth.
Im afraid that after the dust is settled and tension settles we will ignore the tension in the aftermath of this quarrel that is "resolved."
both of us allowing the mind to block off emotions.
Self-deception as a means of justifying cruel acts to both him and I.
He is sexy and exciting,daring in his actions, cocky in his attitude - utterly without fear. Absolute sincerity,coupled with emotions that swing wildly from one extreme to another. Boundless creativity - and lust for change of both pace and place.
he is a rapid approach, - or more - a likely departure of something that sets my world on fire.
Im lacking balance.Teeter-tottering and waiting for my next big move in life.Struggling. A state of chaos driven by endless small disputes and complications.
I see weakness in any argument - biting sarcasm. Dry and vicious wit covering a hollow sense of isolation and dissatisfaction with my own pattern in life.Is it too much to expect perfection?
so then . . .
who's to blame?