Aug 15, 2006 20:26
This summer has been crazy.
Being back home has made me realize why I am the way i am.
Ill avoid my own pity party - but its just brought me into a big pool of light.
Along with my life Revelations i cant concentrate on the negative.
You cant be happy unless you want to be happy.
For some reason its been a hard concept to grasp while ive been back in miami.
Speaking of miami - ironically - as unhappy as ive been, ive decided to stay.Its the responsible thing to do. . . and so . . . i figure i have to start playing grown up someday, why not now?
Besides that.
Life has a funny way of repeating itself.
Someone i used to despise as a kid has come back into my life, and has made me giddy and overall excited about everything.
its nice to have a smile painted on your face.
My 21st is coming up. . . and im really looking forward to a crazy/fun weekend. Renting at the Trump on friday,hopefully partying at prive, and then renting at Marlin on saturday bar hopping in my party dress.
Good Times ahead.