I dont wanna speak these words cause i dont want make things worse...

[down_2_mars]

im not sure if i have too much pride to call...

or if im afraid its all a lost cause.

I was looking through my cousins myspace and saw a picture of him with that smile he has.
I couldent help getting girly..and now it has me all down.

I just cant divert my attention to anyone else.

why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way...