lacking
Lacking, thats how I feel right now. Im lacking of things important to me, Im lacking in motives, in creativity, in comfort and contentment. Im lacking in things I adore, and things that I cherish, lacking in knowing. I'm lacking. I'm sure that as any of my moods do, this will pass as easily as breathing and Ill be fine again. Sometimes though, getting what I need and what I want are one in the same, and thats no good.