Aug 20, 2005 01:46
What the fuck...
For once it happens to someone I'm close to and care about, and it's not funny anymore. I don't think it ever will be again.
I don't understand...I don't understand why this happened, and I don't understand why it's affecting me as bad as it is. All I know is it's a terrible feeling, and for some reason I feel like I'm somehow responsible, though I couldn't even begin to tell you why.