grr bad times
hate my life so much right now i screwed up big time
theres a girl that means alot 2 me on livejournal...very close to my heart and i told her 2 delete my number coz i dint wanna speak 2 her agen...im so stupid.
2 b honest when me and jess broke up i wanted 2 make another go of it with sam but couldnt bring myself 2 ask her out....am i stupid and a twat for not asking her out and knowing i cudnt hurt her or wot???
dunno y i bother anymore its pointless me being around. i considered suicide a couple times 2day since bin so depressed but then i membered a promised sam i wudnt do nfin lyk dat 2 myself.
just wish there was 1 person that could help me with all of this you know....b there for me in my ups and downs...neva bin this low b4
and i would really appreciate it if sum1 told me how 2 do dodgy lj cuts wit the entrys....i cnt figure the bastard out lol