I'm worthless
I'm a shitty person that doesn't deserve to talk to any human beings at all. I am totally incapable of truely loving someone apparently..because I even treat my mother like shit... My boyfriend or should I say now ex-boyfriend now, hates me because I said that I loved him and he ended finding out that I really don't love him...I care about him a lot...but, it's not love...I also lied to him about wanting to marry him...I only said yes because I didn't want that slut rachel to think just because we were just dating that he was available for her to steal! I don't want to this horrible, I just am...and getting to the point where I just don't care about anything anymore...and don't deserve any love at all!