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Dear Journal.
things are going well. i guess i have become all of things i have always run from (thanks Ben Folds). I have found comfort in another person.
as ex boyfriends go back to old girlfriends, as ex boyfriends get engaged to new girlfriends, I feel pretty ok. there is a weird inkling deep in the pit of my stomach that makes me want to throw up at the thought of both these two occurences.
but you know what, I am in love for the first time in my life. and I could not have asked for a better guy. he is the one God made for me. and it seems so strange that someone who meant so much to me when I was 15 could come back into my life and mean even more. I have never been on an equal level with someone before. and it feels just right.
so, I guess i am glad to hear of everyone else getting their happy endings, too. even though I don't speak to either of them anymore...
Matt, i hope that you and Holly can make it work this time...it seems that you two really are perfect for each other.
and
Adam, congratulations on meeting "the one" that you have been searching for. you deserve it and I hope that you are truly happy.
everyone deserves their own happy ending.
Lindsay
things are going well. i guess i have become all of things i have always run from (thanks Ben Folds). I have found comfort in another person.
as ex boyfriends go back to old girlfriends, as ex boyfriends get engaged to new girlfriends, I feel pretty ok. there is a weird inkling deep in the pit of my stomach that makes me want to throw up at the thought of both these two occurences.
but you know what, I am in love for the first time in my life. and I could not have asked for a better guy. he is the one God made for me. and it seems so strange that someone who meant so much to me when I was 15 could come back into my life and mean even more. I have never been on an equal level with someone before. and it feels just right.
so, I guess i am glad to hear of everyone else getting their happy endings, too. even though I don't speak to either of them anymore...
Matt, i hope that you and Holly can make it work this time...it seems that you two really are perfect for each other.
and
Adam, congratulations on meeting "the one" that you have been searching for. you deserve it and I hope that you are truly happy.
everyone deserves their own happy ending.
Lindsay