we have two more years to live.
welll. things are....at a standstill?
i really like michael.
don't i?
i do...
right?
i don't know. i'm so fickle.
it's ridiculous.
i'm incredibly stressed out about college.
and all the unknown.
am i going to my DREAM school?
or am i settling for another because i'm too afraid of change?
i wish it was last year.
i loved last year.
movie nights every weekend.
all of us always together.
i miss that.
god, i miss that.
i don't have that little clique of friends right now
and i don't like it.
i have friends in all different little groups.
and to some, that could be fine,
but i like to belong to a GROUP and have outside friends.
it's just frustrating that we all grew apart so quickly.
and we all just let it fall apart.
i'm nowhere near content with my life right now.
i'm nowhere near HAPPY.
i hate it.
god, i hate it.
change scares me.
and it's all here
everything's changing.
i really like michael.
don't i?
i do...
right?
i don't know. i'm so fickle.
it's ridiculous.
i'm incredibly stressed out about college.
and all the unknown.
am i going to my DREAM school?
or am i settling for another because i'm too afraid of change?
i wish it was last year.
i loved last year.
movie nights every weekend.
all of us always together.
i miss that.
god, i miss that.
i don't have that little clique of friends right now
and i don't like it.
i have friends in all different little groups.
and to some, that could be fine,
but i like to belong to a GROUP and have outside friends.
it's just frustrating that we all grew apart so quickly.
and we all just let it fall apart.
i'm nowhere near content with my life right now.
i'm nowhere near HAPPY.
i hate it.
god, i hate it.
change scares me.
and it's all here
everything's changing.