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14 // public+spam, audio // not entirely pure motives

Nov 27, 2011 00:19

Haven't been here all that long, I guess, not like some people. But some of you guys have been here a long time, right?

Has this ship been taken over before... you know? Or taken apart? It doesn't sound like it, but... it's not something you might want to talk about.

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Audio: fanged_aleera November 27 2011, 06:17:40 UTC

Yes... Yes, it has.

Re: Audio: dovehearted November 27 2011, 06:20:25 UTC

......... right. I thought maybe...

Remember much?

Re: Audio: fanged_aleera November 27 2011, 07:28:37 UTC

Those who toy with emotions or wish power only for themselves... Sometimes, it was fun. Mostly, it was not.

There once was a time I considered taking it for myself, back when I felt imprisoned, not guided. Now I have grown to think the place has caused insanity in the Admiral and is a cursed chalice.

dovehearted November 27 2011, 07:33:25 UTC

[ not helpful, but... ]

...then is it still worth being here?

fanged_aleera November 27 2011, 08:10:48 UTC

Lua... There is only nothingness for you outside of here, if you leave as you are now

Learn what must be learned and you may choose where next you go.

dovehearted November 27 2011, 08:12:10 UTC

[ a negative noise ] For you.

If it's so crazy.

fanged_aleera November 27 2011, 08:34:23 UTC

No... I am a student of this place no more. I was granted my reward. I would have returned to oblivion, were it not for this.

For you, it is different. You have not seen your boy for what he is. You must see... [A sigh of contemplation. How best to word this?] Must see how he controls you for his own selfish ends.

I know you are in disagreement of this. But that does not change what you must learn.

dovehearted November 27 2011, 12:48:50 UTC

[ They're not talking about this in public. It's not happening. She's only let you do this once and that's when she was flooded to hell and didn't know any better. ]

No, I meant staying, after you were done. Is... whatever you want... really worth all- all this? No matter who you're assigned.

fanged_aleera November 27 2011, 13:02:57 UTC

Oh... I returned from a sense of... Duty. I was helped and, so, I wished to be responsible for the helping of another, in turn.

It is what you make it, yes? You start to see the... Turning of the cogs. The ebbing of the tide. You both understand better and understand less.

It is, I suppose, a form of home now.

dovehearted November 27 2011, 20:56:56 UTC

Where would you go, if you could leave? [ It doesn't actually matter to her, but keep her distracted. ]

fanged_aleera November 28 2011, 00:17:20 UTC

I plan, one day, to return to my...

There were others who were made this way. Vladislaus took us as brides, three. One, Verona - she was here, also. She... Learned things. She chose not to teach another. The other, Marishka... I do not know if she will arrive.

So, yes. I intend to leave for Verona, some day.

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