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Nov 24, 2006 09:45

I don't know how to really start this entry. It just seemed sort of like a good idea.

I was sitting in the dorm alone. Katia's gone to California and all. I needed something to do. So I cleaned up the dorm a little.

I made my bed and then I re-made Katia's and put some new sheets and things on it. I sorted out the cupboards and got rid of all the junk on the floor as well.

I felt really sick. Like, nauseous. I went outside for a bit, but I couldn't keep - I just kept on thinking about it by myself. Freida was there.

I think I spaced out a little today. I wasn't sure what I was doing, but I went to see Dai. I guess I just wanted to talk because we haven't and today was important and --

I really can't believe I'm not over it yet.

I can't believe I put him through all of this. I basically ruined his life - if it weren't for me, he'd just be a normal teenager.

I just couldn't say what I wanted to say. I never can. This feels so stupid.

dai, donna, california, guilt, katia

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