sdjkfh i fail at jaesu, so hard, so i'm sorry if this sucks ;o;
1. the first time jaejoong heard junsu sing, he thought maybe he was dreaming of angels. but he was wide awake and junsu kept singing.
2. "do you think it'll be different, hyung?" junsu asked him, shoulder-to-shoulder on the roof of the dorms. "debuting?"
jaejoong remembers saying he didn't know and wishing he did. but junsu's bright smile and excited eyes were enough to reassure him that if it was, it'd still be okay.
(it's years later, and junsu's still smiling that smile, eyes wide and bright with eagerness. and it's okay.)
3. junsu wrangles jaejoong into playing a game with him, somehow. jaejoong's still not sure how it happened, and since jaejoong hardly ever plays games, it's only natural that junsu beats him. jaejoong groans, falling back into the couch. "best two out of three, hyung?" junsu asks, and jaejoong can't say no to those puppy eyes, not even with a gun held to his head. junsu beats him again and again, and still, jaejoong keeps playing.
4. the first time jaejoong kisses junsu, it's half-asleep, tucked up against junsu as close as he can get. jaejoong's fingers play along the curve of junsu's side, sliding back to push junsu even closer. junsu kisses back tentatively at first, then more boldly. "hyung," he says, and nothing more, doesn't have to. they've learned to read each other.
then, "jaejoong," a whisper against jaejoong's lips, another kiss, and another. half-asleep becomes waking, kissing becomes touching. and all the while, junsu only ever says, "jaejoong."
5. even now, as tired as they all are, as worn and used as they've become through the years, jaejoong still finds himself shivering when junsu sings, smiling when he smiles. junsu catches him watching after the mkmf awards, when they're all tumbling into the van with sleepy smiles and over-full hearts. he doesn't say anything, just tugs jaejoong in and rests his head on jaejoong's shoulder. jaejoong doesn't say anything either, lets the way he leans into junsu completely with their fingers tangled together say his i love yous.
1. the first time jaejoong heard junsu sing, he thought maybe he was dreaming of angels. but he was wide awake and junsu kept singing.
2. "do you think it'll be different, hyung?" junsu asked him, shoulder-to-shoulder on the roof of the dorms. "debuting?"
jaejoong remembers saying he didn't know and wishing he did. but junsu's bright smile and excited eyes were enough to reassure him that if it was, it'd still be okay.
(it's years later, and junsu's still smiling that smile, eyes wide and bright with eagerness. and it's okay.)
3. junsu wrangles jaejoong into playing a game with him, somehow. jaejoong's still not sure how it happened, and since jaejoong hardly ever plays games, it's only natural that junsu beats him. jaejoong groans, falling back into the couch. "best two out of three, hyung?" junsu asks, and jaejoong can't say no to those puppy eyes, not even with a gun held to his head. junsu beats him again and again, and still, jaejoong keeps playing.
4. the first time jaejoong kisses junsu, it's half-asleep, tucked up against junsu as close as he can get. jaejoong's fingers play along the curve of junsu's side, sliding back to push junsu even closer. junsu kisses back tentatively at first, then more boldly. "hyung," he says, and nothing more, doesn't have to. they've learned to read each other.
then, "jaejoong," a whisper against jaejoong's lips, another kiss, and another. half-asleep becomes waking, kissing becomes touching. and all the while, junsu only ever says, "jaejoong."
5. even now, as tired as they all are, as worn and used as they've become through the years, jaejoong still finds himself shivering when junsu sings, smiling when he smiles. junsu catches him watching after the mkmf awards, when they're all tumbling into the van with sleepy smiles and over-full hearts. he doesn't say anything, just tugs jaejoong in and rests his head on jaejoong's shoulder. jaejoong doesn't say anything either, lets the way he leans into junsu completely with their fingers tangled together say his i love yous.
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