Monday monday - monday?
Its monday.... and its our last day of school. Who the hell makes monday the last day? Seriously.. and its a half day. WHY~!!!! why am i in school?? why didnt i just skip you ask... because i HAVE to be here... i was supposed to go to the beach but of course plans fell through. But right after school around 10:30 or so i am heading out to NorthHampton which is really fun.. i have to pick up my paycheck from my brother and then tomorrow i get paid also... ooooohhh that is fun!
But yeah check this... okay so my boss, Minh, says to be yesterday that i HAVE to bring her to the dentist on tuesday. What the fuck? Am i a taxi... no. This means i have to drive all the way out to holyoke, pick her up, drive to springfield, wait a half hour until she is done, then drive all the way back to holyoke, drive home, and then head out to hartford to go talk to my agency.... what the HELL is that all about? Seriously!
Saturday night was NOT fun. But i got to see jeff which really made me happy, i havent gotten to see much of him lately... So seeing him was alot of fun. But other than that, it wasnt fun. Ryan, im not sure what is up with him; the whole night he is acting as if he wants to get back with me, like he actually cares, and he is trying to make everything pan out. Then i get a phone call from shannon swift (not fitz) saying that she made out with him that night... and i confronted him, but in his eyes "nothing happened" and then i walked in on him and my friend nicole basically raping eachother. I just dont care anymore. I think i should just fuckin give up on guys because NOTHING seems to be working. I go in thinking, dont let your gaurd down .. hes a guy .. hes an asshole, of course he is going to hurt you who doesnt, and then they are always like.. im not going to do that blah blah blah and then start to make me think that i was wrong about them, or guys in general... but nope.. they go and prove me right once more! I just know... I AM ALWAYS RIGHT! no one will ever prove me wrong,,, because they are boys!
I am trying to make plans to go out to california some time late july, but i dont know when. I need to figure out the sleeping and getting here to there situations first.... Its about fuckin time i head out there.... the onlything is is i know my boss's wont be to happy about me taking like a week to two weeks off. but i dont care... i need to get away from this hell hole and everyone in it. its like all of a sudden everyone just loves to dick over jewly. This is horrible. I know this is kind of supersticious but.. I had the worste New Years possible, and it just seems like because of that my year is going to be the worste possible!
AAAHHH somebody please come save me!!!!
But yeah check this... okay so my boss, Minh, says to be yesterday that i HAVE to bring her to the dentist on tuesday. What the fuck? Am i a taxi... no. This means i have to drive all the way out to holyoke, pick her up, drive to springfield, wait a half hour until she is done, then drive all the way back to holyoke, drive home, and then head out to hartford to go talk to my agency.... what the HELL is that all about? Seriously!
Saturday night was NOT fun. But i got to see jeff which really made me happy, i havent gotten to see much of him lately... So seeing him was alot of fun. But other than that, it wasnt fun. Ryan, im not sure what is up with him; the whole night he is acting as if he wants to get back with me, like he actually cares, and he is trying to make everything pan out. Then i get a phone call from shannon swift (not fitz) saying that she made out with him that night... and i confronted him, but in his eyes "nothing happened" and then i walked in on him and my friend nicole basically raping eachother. I just dont care anymore. I think i should just fuckin give up on guys because NOTHING seems to be working. I go in thinking, dont let your gaurd down .. hes a guy .. hes an asshole, of course he is going to hurt you who doesnt, and then they are always like.. im not going to do that blah blah blah and then start to make me think that i was wrong about them, or guys in general... but nope.. they go and prove me right once more! I just know... I AM ALWAYS RIGHT! no one will ever prove me wrong,,, because they are boys!
I am trying to make plans to go out to california some time late july, but i dont know when. I need to figure out the sleeping and getting here to there situations first.... Its about fuckin time i head out there.... the onlything is is i know my boss's wont be to happy about me taking like a week to two weeks off. but i dont care... i need to get away from this hell hole and everyone in it. its like all of a sudden everyone just loves to dick over jewly. This is horrible. I know this is kind of supersticious but.. I had the worste New Years possible, and it just seems like because of that my year is going to be the worste possible!
AAAHHH somebody please come save me!!!!