I Dont care about caring

[doupper]

I really just dont care. Im not going to put up a fight, im not going to play tug-of-war. Im not going to chase anything or anyone like a fucking tag football game. Im just sick of doing these things, so im going to stop. If you decide to be a part of my life, then that is awesome! But if not... then well your not. Because i am just going to worry about my life... and what i have to do in order to even come close to success. I wont shut you out, or push you away... the doors will be wide open, but its you who has to step through.
I dont have options or choices unlike you. The only one i have is to care - which will most likely end up hurting me in the end; or not to care - which makes both of us happy.

"Im just a waste of her energy,
Shes just a waste of my time.." ~ Jack Johnson