I'm going to go cry and then go to bed.

[douphant_z0r]

Hey Matt'rs,
I just wanted to email you... because I know you are back
in California, and probably missing England and your
friends there like hell... but I've missed you, I've
missed talking to you, and I'd like to talk to you again,
and I'd really like to get together this summer... so, hit
me back when you can. :)

I'm in Long Beach for the next few days until I have to go
back and starting being a summer OL (sunday). :0 For some
reason, right now, I love it here... seeing as I haven't
been here since the beginning of January... it's kind of
nice. It's so good to see my Mom, I've missed her more
than I thought I did.

I had a dream about you last night. You came back, and I
don't know where I was, but you must have run into me by
accident, I wasn't expecting to see you, but your name was
Benjamin (haha, forgot your name in my dream) and I was
crying, and you noticed, so you gave me a hug and it was
good... hope that's not to weird.

Anyways, I gotta go to sleep because I'm going Kayaking
tomorrow. :)

-Chels