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ok. yesterday was like one of the best days of my life. i was over at my friend keshia's house and i was laying on her bed cuz i didnt feel like getting up then all of a sudden i heard like loud music. i didnt think anything of it but then it stopped so i was like. i wonder who that was but i didnt get up to go see. then all of a sudden 5 minutes later keshia opens up the door and guess who is with her. my ex, now boyfriend again, justin. i was so happy. i couldnt believe it cuz i havent seen him in like 2 months and i thought i would never see him again. i tried to tell ppl to tell him to call me but that didnt work out. i was always depressed but didnt show it. but anywayz. ok. so i just layed in the bed for like the next 10 seconds and then keshia pulled the covers off of me so i got up and gave justin the biggest hug ever and we just stood there just holding eachother. it was great. i loved every second of it. i was about to cry, literally. i felt the tears coming. so me and justin went out to the living room where keshia and her boyfriend was and we sat on the couch. then just wanted us to listen to the system he had in the car. so we went outside and sat there for a while. it was raining but i didnt care. then justin said he had to go so he walked me up to the porch of keshia's house and we stood there and everything and then he goes, "so do you wanna go back out?" i have never answered a question so quick. of course i said yes. i wouldve been dumb as hell if i said no. so we kissed then he left. i came back in the house and i could not stop moving and smiling. so about an hour later justin came back and then that night we went out riding around and justin stayed the night. i still couldnt believe that he was right beside me. i kept on tellin him that i couldnt believe that he came back. so we talked and everything and i told him one big thing that was bothering me. i told him about how when we were going out before and while we werent talkin i kissed another dude. i thought i was about to cry cuz he wouldnt talk to me but then we made up. he said that he was goina forgive me this time but not the next and i told him that there wouldnt be a next time. i swear i love justin with all my heart. i would never ever trade him. but yeah. i think thats about it. i dont know. thats like the only thing that im thinking about now. so i guess im goina go. peace