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the fucking remote has gone missing, which really sucks because I have tomorrow off from work, and would love ot be able to just sit and channel surf all day.. Looks like I iwll be spending the day watching movies instead.
Had a really good talk with justin on wednesday, that I al still thinking about. Every time we talk he always mentions that fact that he is doing drugs, and finally I snapped on him and told him that he needs to stop fucking doing that shit, otherwise I will cease talking to him. I think it worked. He told me is was writing up on contract, while we were on the phone saying that he was going to put it on his fridge, and everytime he thought about doing it that he was going to think of me, and the contract he signed, and hopefully he will never do it again. I guess all I can do is wait and see. My depression keeps fading away, getting this tattoo really helped I think. Its very theraputic to change something about yourself, a change that you feel will be positive. The only thing now is when I was depressed, I wanted to go home so bad, but now that I am not, I am scared to. I dont want to leave london, this place has been my home, and though I get frustrated at times, I have complete freedom from everything and everyone. I just hope things go well for me back home... I hope..
Had a really good talk with justin on wednesday, that I al still thinking about. Every time we talk he always mentions that fact that he is doing drugs, and finally I snapped on him and told him that he needs to stop fucking doing that shit, otherwise I will cease talking to him. I think it worked. He told me is was writing up on contract, while we were on the phone saying that he was going to put it on his fridge, and everytime he thought about doing it that he was going to think of me, and the contract he signed, and hopefully he will never do it again. I guess all I can do is wait and see. My depression keeps fading away, getting this tattoo really helped I think. Its very theraputic to change something about yourself, a change that you feel will be positive. The only thing now is when I was depressed, I wanted to go home so bad, but now that I am not, I am scared to. I dont want to leave london, this place has been my home, and though I get frustrated at times, I have complete freedom from everything and everyone. I just hope things go well for me back home... I hope..