life and death

[douknow11]

...whooh it's been a while. i cant believe that john is gone. i've known him since i was like 5 years old. i remember when him and bettie first started dating... and he would always buy me n britt twizzlers. i also remember when me and britt found rocks w/ quarts in them n we sold them to him for like 5 dollars and we thought we were the richest things out there. it's just so weird...cause he was alive at one point and was gunna get married n have a good life n then he left. and if ur readin this and u believe in heaven n hell... isn't it weird to think that john or tommy or n e 1 else is in either one n if they are in hell they can hear what we say about him or her n the good stuff we say about them and yet they're still in there. the only close people that were taken from me was my grandma on my dads side when i was 2 weeks old, my grandpa on my moms side when i was 4 years old and my step grandpa on my dads when i was 2 years old i think...well i have to go get ready for church now!
britt, bettie, and krista...i'm so sorry