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I'm tired of all of this. If you hate me, just fucking say so, and please tell me why. I'll make it easy for you. I'll write in LJ so you can comment anonymously, and as an added bonus, I will not reply to any comments. I'm sick of talking behind people's backs. Deep inside, I have an unconditional love for all of you. If you don't want my friendship, I love you enough to acknowledge that desire and leave you alone. I just want everybody to be happy. Really, that's all I ever want; for my friends to be happy.
Don't worry about me getting depressed over it, because it's too late for that. How can you expect me to improve when I don't even know what I'm doing wrong?
I've staved off writing this because I don't want to be treated like I need special attention, but I'm too fucking sick of it all to care about that anymore.
Usually, there's no place I'd rather be than here at Lehigh. But right now, I don't know where I want to be.
Don't worry about me getting depressed over it, because it's too late for that. How can you expect me to improve when I don't even know what I'm doing wrong?
I've staved off writing this because I don't want to be treated like I need special attention, but I'm too fucking sick of it all to care about that anymore.
Usually, there's no place I'd rather be than here at Lehigh. But right now, I don't know where I want to be.