Confusion is the game we play...

[dougris]

I'm so terribly confused... Everyone tells me it's time for me to be selfish, but that goes against everything I am. I'm not the kind of person I think I need to be, and it's confusing. Things could be amazing, and I could be happy, but at what price? I don't want to hurt anybody, but I'm tired of not getting what I want, and maybe even possibly deserve (that being happiness).

I suppose I'll just have to play this by ear, and do what feels best for me for once.