And time it's flying.
Well,
It's been a while hasn't it?
I'm living in Toronto now...well technically Mississauga and while most people may call that a suburb or even it's own city I'm a New Yorker and if it's within an hour and a half on train it's a borough. Life's good, after a pretty exhaustive search I found an agent I feel comfortable with...someone who really seems like she'll work for me, which is important.
I wrote a play called "My Relationships and Why They all Fail" and I'm co-producing it in New York in the spring (god willing) and I'll be starring in it. I'm actually really proud of this one.
So...work aside.
How do you explain it when you feel like there's a wave behind you, and we're talking a tsunami here, that's ready to finally take you with the utmost power and direction exactly where you want to go? I'v enever felt ready for it until now. It's been a busy couple months, but at the same time it's been a lot of waiting...and I've never been very good at that...but for some reason I finally got the hang of it. I can now sleep in and do nothing in a day but read and get to know myself better without feeling guilty about it.
I even had fun...spontanious fun...those who know me know that's weird.
I also said goodbye to someone who's been a constant force in my life, on the romantic side, almost no one knows about her, but she's been there in the background like a ghost for about four years...and now it's over. Funny but I was never hurt...it was more liberation...I don't know what that means but I'll take it.
I've started relating myself to people as I am, no more hiding it, if I take control of a conversation then I take control of it. I'm who I am and I'm done fighting it. I'm certainly done being afraid of it.
So. Life's good.
Cheers,
D.
It's been a while hasn't it?
I'm living in Toronto now...well technically Mississauga and while most people may call that a suburb or even it's own city I'm a New Yorker and if it's within an hour and a half on train it's a borough. Life's good, after a pretty exhaustive search I found an agent I feel comfortable with...someone who really seems like she'll work for me, which is important.
I wrote a play called "My Relationships and Why They all Fail" and I'm co-producing it in New York in the spring (god willing) and I'll be starring in it. I'm actually really proud of this one.
So...work aside.
How do you explain it when you feel like there's a wave behind you, and we're talking a tsunami here, that's ready to finally take you with the utmost power and direction exactly where you want to go? I'v enever felt ready for it until now. It's been a busy couple months, but at the same time it's been a lot of waiting...and I've never been very good at that...but for some reason I finally got the hang of it. I can now sleep in and do nothing in a day but read and get to know myself better without feeling guilty about it.
I even had fun...spontanious fun...those who know me know that's weird.
I also said goodbye to someone who's been a constant force in my life, on the romantic side, almost no one knows about her, but she's been there in the background like a ghost for about four years...and now it's over. Funny but I was never hurt...it was more liberation...I don't know what that means but I'll take it.
I've started relating myself to people as I am, no more hiding it, if I take control of a conversation then I take control of it. I'm who I am and I'm done fighting it. I'm certainly done being afraid of it.
So. Life's good.
Cheers,
D.