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[dougiefresh08]

Decided I'd start up my LJ again. I've had way too much time to think lately. And so I have tons to talk about. Last weekend of july... camping in vermont with michelle and etta... best time ever. I love Lake Willoughby, it's the most beautiful and serene place i've ever seen. i LOVE camping. Soulfest, oh man, soooo good. It's just a shame

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[les_parapluies]

I would honestly appreciate it if you would kindly refrain from writing about me in a manner such as this. Actually, if you must, please make it friends only or private or something so I don't have to see it. I would also appreciate it if you would stop contacting my best friend about me, because frankly, he doesn't want to talk to you, he's just too nice to tell you. And I don't want to talk to you either. Nor do I want to hear about what you say to other people about me, just as I don't want to see what you write about me for the whole world to see on the internet.

Basically, I think for me to even consider a friendship with you, you have to get over me, and you have once again proved that you are not. Your behavior towards the end of the school year was completely uncalled for and altogether unacceptable, and I'm not ready to forgive you yet. I don't wish to talk to you (even if you reply to this) and please do not try to contact me in any way either, because I don't want to talk to you, unless I see in you the person I used to see, which I think you need to work on, not me.

Once again, I would appreciate it if you absolutely must write about me in your livejournal, make it so I can't read it. You need to understand that I am no longer a part of your life, and I don't have much desire to change that because of things like this.

[les_parapluies]

first off... alyssa and bob told me what happened at your locker. Sadly enough, I had nothing to do with it. I'm sure that surprises you. Secondly, what happened to when you said you wrote your lj for yourself? I can write whatever i feel. and that's how i feel. I wasn't writing in any "manner". I talked about your for one paragraph. Did anyone make you read it? No, probably not. If you don't want to see it, don't read it. You've said that yourself. I wasn't trying to start anything. I'm just as I was 2 years ago, still the same person. I wish you could see that, because i do wish you were a part of my life. I am over you, and have been for awhile. Just... some things happened in my life recently that you wouldn't understand that made me think about you. It wasn't so much YOU i wasn't thinking about... just the good times. Their is quite a difference. Sorry if I upset you at all. I honestly wasn't trying to. I'll leave Sam alone. I just, care... sorry for caring. I've still been nothing but nice, and you think I need to change. I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to change to deserve you in my life, but... I'm never going to change, this is me, and it always has been me. I lead a great life, with great friends and family. I have everyone in my life that I need... but i do wish you were also involved. But if you prefer not to be, than fine, that's the way it is. I hope you had a great summer, and good luck your senior year. Work hard, it's worth it.

it's doug

[les_parapluies]

first off... alyssa and bob told me what happened at your locker. Sadly enough, I had nothing to do with it. I'm sure that surprises you. Secondly, what happened to when you said you wrote your lj for yourself? I can write whatever i feel. and that's how i feel. I wasn't writing in any "manner". I talked about your for one paragraph. Did anyone make you read it? No, probably not. If you don't want to see it, don't read it. You've said that yourself. I wasn't trying to start anything. I'm just as I was 2 years ago, still the same person. I wish you could see that, because i do wish you were a part of my life. I am over you, and have been for awhile. Just... some things happened in my life recently that you wouldn't understand that made me think about you. It wasn't so much YOU i wasn't thinking about... just the good times. Their is quite a difference. Sorry if I upset you at all. I honestly wasn't trying to. I'll leave Sam alone. I just, care... sorry for caring. I've still been nothing but nice, and you think I need to change. I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to change to deserve you in my life, but... I'm never going to change, this is me, and it always has been me. I lead a great life, with great friends and family. I have everyone in my life that I need... but i do wish you were also involved. But if you prefer not to be, than fine, that's the way it is. I hope you had a great summer, and good luck your senior year. Work hard, it's worth it.