livejournal boosta!
Decided I'd start up my LJ again. I've had way too much time to think lately. And so I have tons to talk about. Last weekend of july... camping in vermont with michelle and etta... best time ever. I love Lake Willoughby, it's the most beautiful and serene place i've ever seen. i LOVE camping. Soulfest, oh man, soooo good. It's just a shame that sara laurion didn't come see chris tomlin again with me, cause we all know that was fucking awesome... all i can say is, i three shooting stars in less then 2 minutes... does that ever happen? yepp... it does. Then Gathering of the Vibes. Good god was that fun... and scary. I watched a guy shoot heroine on the back of the shuttle bus. I almost stepped barefoot onto a heroine needle right by my tent. I met some awesome people though!!! :-) The girls to my left, francesco and rachel... and the people to my right, christians :-). Justin and... ummm... darn it, i don't remember her name, but, very cool people. The music was amazing. Les Claypool ( bassist for primus ) was fucking AMAZING. Coming out with his pig mask on... hellz yeah. And, i lost my wallet the second day... and it only had 10$ of my money... but, it had the $140 i owe michelle... but that's okay, cause i decided to sell my bike so i can still pay her back... cause i feel horrendously bad about losing her money.
So lately i've felt so lonely. It's sucks. I've even found myself thinking about sarah quite a bit. I don't miss her really... it's just, i miss love. I miss the things we did together. I wonder how she's doing... and i hope she's doing well. Their's no way for me to really find out, and i hate that. I hope she's doing well with her level 9 stuff for gymnastics. I hate that she's convinced i was/am out to get her and that i did things to piss her off.... when i didn't. :-\ i would never do anything stupid like that, it's not my style. I feel like i need a significant other. But, their's no one out there for me. I wish i could fall in love... just like that. But we all know that's not how love works. Nothing will ever be like how it was with sarah. That's what she told me about ryan... and i just didn't understand that. But now i do, completely. Nothing can compare, that's just how it is.
Well, i think that about does it. Hope everyone's enjoying their summers.
So lately i've felt so lonely. It's sucks. I've even found myself thinking about sarah quite a bit. I don't miss her really... it's just, i miss love. I miss the things we did together. I wonder how she's doing... and i hope she's doing well. Their's no way for me to really find out, and i hate that. I hope she's doing well with her level 9 stuff for gymnastics. I hate that she's convinced i was/am out to get her and that i did things to piss her off.... when i didn't. :-\ i would never do anything stupid like that, it's not my style. I feel like i need a significant other. But, their's no one out there for me. I wish i could fall in love... just like that. But we all know that's not how love works. Nothing will ever be like how it was with sarah. That's what she told me about ryan... and i just didn't understand that. But now i do, completely. Nothing can compare, that's just how it is.
Well, i think that about does it. Hope everyone's enjoying their summers.