lately
so yesterday sarah and i went to the mall :-) first though, i went to her house and we watched moonstruck! :-) it's a wicked funny movie. Then, after realizing my sister had ditched us, i called my mom and got permission to go to the mall. So we went to the mall, first to hot topic. Sarah's card wouldn't work... we later got smoeone working there to use it like cash. I got this awesome keychain that says... Crack Is Whack. 8-) WE SAW ROBBY ROSS AND SARAH MAC! they're awesome... i haven't seen robby though in forever. he's amazing :-) HE MET IDINA MENZEL ( MAUREEN ) AND TAYE DIGGS ( BENNY ) FROM RENT IN NEW YORK! lucky bastard. we went to FYE and i finally bought my copy of the Rent soundtrack... broadway cast version! :-) we then went to ihop. had an excellent dinner/breakfast. went to barnes and noble, i almost bought some biking books, but decided i'd let me mom pay for them later. we then went off to best buy, and i checked out some car audio equipment... 8-) then we went to Old Navy and Sarah bought this cute skirt and shirt. Then Kohl's. She had no money left, and i felt bad, cause she wanted underwear. Man, i'm not good at saying no. So i bought her a pair of underwear. mehh, i'm WAY to nice. Then i dropped her off at home, and went home myself.
My dad woke me up tonight at 12:30. Dad: you didn't park the car in the garage. Me: no, i didn't. 3 minutes later. Dad to mom: HE STILL HASN'T COME OUT TO PUT THE DAMN CAR IN THE GARAGE! me overhearing: dad, you never told me to, you just stated that i HADN'T put it in the garage. Dad: oh. Me: i didn't put it in because it wouldn't fit, the van is to far over on the left. Dad: oh, okay, goodnight.
I fall back asleep... 6:30... Dad barges into my room: YOU DIDN'T PUT THE DAMN CAR IN THE GARAGE LAST NIGHT!! Me: what? obviously dad, THE VAN. Dad: idc, come out and clean off the ice on it, your mother needs it at 7:45. Me: dad, it's 6:30, come back later. Dad: NOW. Me: whatever dad... why the hell do i have to do that, i COULDN'T put it in the garage, the van was definitely to close to the left. Dad: i don't care!! get out of bed and clean off the damn car. 5 minutes later i finaly get out of bed. Dad comes in: nevermind, i did it... Me: DAD, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN YOUR HEAD!...
i have a thing, if i get out of bed, i can't fall back asleep, so i woke up at 6:30 and couldn't fall back asleep, oh well... he's dumb.
I'm starting to realize some things, and some things in my mind keep flashing in front of my eyes. Those eyes, the ones that took me by surprise, as we said our goodbyes, can't get them out of my mind... oh my god, it feels amazing. I love life, life has loved me :-) I'm realizing how real it is. I'm being shown every day how much this means. I know it's strange, how fast it's gone. But... i should tell you, i should tell you... i have always loved you... YOU CAN SEE IT IN MY EYES. it's right... eventually, you will have to give in to it... :-)
My dad woke me up tonight at 12:30. Dad: you didn't park the car in the garage. Me: no, i didn't. 3 minutes later. Dad to mom: HE STILL HASN'T COME OUT TO PUT THE DAMN CAR IN THE GARAGE! me overhearing: dad, you never told me to, you just stated that i HADN'T put it in the garage. Dad: oh. Me: i didn't put it in because it wouldn't fit, the van is to far over on the left. Dad: oh, okay, goodnight.
I fall back asleep... 6:30... Dad barges into my room: YOU DIDN'T PUT THE DAMN CAR IN THE GARAGE LAST NIGHT!! Me: what? obviously dad, THE VAN. Dad: idc, come out and clean off the ice on it, your mother needs it at 7:45. Me: dad, it's 6:30, come back later. Dad: NOW. Me: whatever dad... why the hell do i have to do that, i COULDN'T put it in the garage, the van was definitely to close to the left. Dad: i don't care!! get out of bed and clean off the damn car. 5 minutes later i finaly get out of bed. Dad comes in: nevermind, i did it... Me: DAD, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN YOUR HEAD!...
i have a thing, if i get out of bed, i can't fall back asleep, so i woke up at 6:30 and couldn't fall back asleep, oh well... he's dumb.
I'm starting to realize some things, and some things in my mind keep flashing in front of my eyes. Those eyes, the ones that took me by surprise, as we said our goodbyes, can't get them out of my mind... oh my god, it feels amazing. I love life, life has loved me :-) I'm realizing how real it is. I'm being shown every day how much this means. I know it's strange, how fast it's gone. But... i should tell you, i should tell you... i have always loved you... YOU CAN SEE IT IN MY EYES. it's right... eventually, you will have to give in to it... :-)