Today I did nothing
Well, today I went on my other sn accidentally and saw Evan was online. Clearly, he blocked me. His profile's so stupid. It says GoRedSox and then has his cell phone number. Today I've been bored. I talked to my friend Chris a little....and talked to Toni again. Last night was sooo fun. I went over to Toni's house and so did Josh, [Toni's Boyfriend] and we watched these really cool movies then bought a bunch of energy drinks and ran around outside at like nine to ten o'clock. Josh said something that made me feel better, that his impression of Evan is that he's gay. We had so much fun. Josh stole all Toni's razors she uses to cut herself and threw them down the sewer. I really wish Toni would stop cutting herself. It scares me when she does, because I don't want anything bad to happen to her. She called me from Groton, she's like, "This kid wants me to beat someone up for him, I'd do it, but, you're not here!" It was the cutest thing. Also, it was my mom and my sister's birthday a few days ago. We went to my grandmother's house and the TV wasn't working at all no matter what. After we left my grandmother said it was on in the bedroom, and worked fine. She said it must have been my grandfather's spirit, playing tricks on us to be a part of the birthday, too. After all, it was his birthday too. For some reason, the three of them had it on the same day. Evan's birthday is on the 6th of October, mines on the seven-teenth. I can't stand thinking we won't be together on our birthdays, not even on Halloween. I miss him, and I have no idea why he's avoiding me to this extent. If you'd known him and me, you would know he would never do this. I'm reading right now, Eyes of a dragon, by Stephen King. My friend Stephen lent it to me, and I hope I haven't made it bent too much. The cover was like, perfect when he ghave it to me. I can't wait till tonight, I'm gonna try to watch the Butterfly Effect with my dad. That is like such a good movie, if you understand it and I want to share it with someone else. We had to give up these cute kittens, Tiger and Madagascar because they got adopted. Evan named Maddy after him, but only he would call her that. I still remember, the last night I saw him, he picked up the little baby food jar we were feeding the kittens with and said, "Wow, I haven't had one of these in like a week." He was so funny, I love him so much, but I wonder if he loves me. Dinner Time. More Later.