Remembering and Kittens
I can remember a time when Evan admitted I controled him. I would be like,"I don't want to use up all my controling for one thing." He'd be like, "You can control me all you want, there Bud." Buddy was what we always called each other. I forget how it got started. But we would call each other Buddy, or Bud at first, then when we went out it changed to Bubbers, or Bubsacal. We first said I Love you because I would say, "I Love my Buddy." Then he would keep kissing me on the cheek, all over my head anywhere but my mouth, [Because he was still so shy.] And said I Love my Buddy. Gradually that changed into I Love You. Then it changed into I Love you Sarah. I remember our first kiss. I was lying down on his bed and he had kept kissing me on my head. Then he put his finger to my lips. "How about kissing you there?" I said sure, it wouldn't be any different than anywhere else. [Inside I was shaking]. So then I closed my eyes and he did it. Then, I sat up and we watched Tv. It was obvious he wanted to do it again. Because he kept saying over and over, "I Love my Buddy more." I was like, why? And he's like, "Want me to prove it?" So I was like, sure and he turned my head away from the television and did it again. Gradually that turned into me doing it to him, too and us making out. Mostly it was without tounges, because I liked it better that way. [Don't ask.] Now, I would be satisfied with just a hug from him, that's what I want most. Those of you who are reading this, which is really no one, I'm just sending this request out into the void. My birthday is coming up. What I would like more than ANYTHING is for Evan to come back. Please, consider it. Anyway, about the kittens, last night the mother escaped into the garage, and tried to bring the kitties with her, so my parents sealed her in the office again. Then she tried putting them behind the washing mching, so my parents had to drag the washing machine away from the wall, pull back the plywood and take the kittens again and this time put them in the bathroom with the mom. They'd been outsmarted by a cat twice. Lol, More Later.