Me, Toni, Josh and Skippee

Sep 22, 2004 10:24

Lately I have been hanging out a lot with Toni and Josh and Skippee. Toni wants me and Skippee to go out so it could always be like a double date. Well, we already tried that. I just wish it was Evan, instead of Skippee and we were going out but Skippee was still there chilling with us because he's a pretty fun guy. The four of us, we have LOTS of fun together. One night I was with them, but went home early because I wasn't feeling well. Toni Ims me the next day talking bout Scooters and parking lots and energy drinks and how it was so fun, and I'm like, I don't get it. Then I actually stayed one night till like Ten and me and Toni and Josh went down to the parking lot and Josh rode a scooter and we took what seemed to be thousands of pictures, and I even made a Bliar Witch Video, lol. Then we started shouting stuff so people at the gas station could hear us about how I was Toni's mother and Josh got her pregnant and I'm like, "Name the baby after me?" And she's like, "No, bitch," and it was so funny....then Josh bought us energy drinks and it was even more fun...we were just all hyper and bouncing around and being like tuned into each other as best friends....that was the best night in a long time. Another time, at my house, Toni took a picture of me sitting on Skippee's lap, then a picture of me kissing him. Josh wanted to show it to Evan to get back at him, but I'm like, no I don't want to make it worse. It's the weirdest thing, my cat can somehow open doors. See, he's like in the garage and I'm on the other side and I swear I hear the door knob jingling and the he's coming through the door. Anyway, back to my friends. So we were just hanging out and someone said something like how Toni never leaves her house then someone else said something bout how Cait never leaves her kitchen...it was hilarious. We took a bunch of pictures of Josh and Toni making out and some were like, umm you could see the tounge and it's so funny I'm gonna show that to her parents, Just Kidding, Lyl Toni! Anyway, yesterday Toni's mom calls my mom and after they hang up my mom's like, "Did you tell Toni you had Strepp Throat? [I have been coughing a LOT lately] and I'm like no I never said that. So then Toni tells me she had just told her mom that I had been to the doctors with Strepp Throat and now she caught it from me. [She just wanted a day off school, she never guessed her mom would call mine] So it was soooo funny lol. But like anyway it's sad because it used to be me, Toni, Josh and Evan....but the thing is everytime the four of us hung out I had to beg Evan to because he didn't like Josh and especially didn't like Toni....so yeah but he always admitted he had fun anyway because he was with me. Now I'm realizing he was always trying to turn me against them, but whatever I'm gonna stop because I promised myself I wouldn't go on about Evan in this entry. [Save it for the next one.....J/k]
But anyways this has been a bad year, first, my grandfather dies. Next, [Don't laugh at me] Friends ends. Next, I have some fights with my friends, next, I have to give up the kittens and now Evan just leaves me without an explanation. Actually, I don't really want an explanation it would probably just hurt me more. Aaaah I'm doing it again. So there's this kid Trevor who is suddenly not speakng to me and Toni, and we're like, what the fuck? He must have blocked us, or died or something. Just when I was considering going out with him, I don't know if he would go out with me or anything but I was considering getting to know him more. Maybe we'll talk to him again some day, I don't know. But that night we met him at the carnival was mad fun, though I'd never say so to Evan. We sat on his lap and kissed him and joked around with him....we had just met the kid....it was crazy! But everytime I gave Trevor a hug, I couldn't help thinking, Evan does this so much better, like I feel a spark, or something. He used to call it Sparky....shut the fuck up Sarah about Evan!!! So we took pictures of Skippee holding one of the kittens, Maddy, and it was so cute because she just loved him and he her and they had like this instant connection, it was so sweet. But like I was saying, this has been a bad year and I'm glad Toni has been there for me and we're hanging out more, because when I was with Evan I know I didn't hang out with her as much as I wanted to or should have. I know part of the reason was because I liekd hanging out with Evan, because, you know, I couldn't make out Toni but mostly the reason was that Evan hated it when I spent time with her and always kind of 'claimed,' me first like always asked to do something first and when I did stuff with Toni he was always like, got mad. He would ask like if I was with Trevor and if I liked Toni more than him, if there were guys there and stuff. I feel like being in The Butterfly Effect....'If only...there was some way, to go back to the beginning...so that I wouldn't lose him,' Lol....if he calls me he calls me but in the meantime I plan to have lots of fun with my friends. I haven't seen Benjamin for a while...not since he came over my house during the summer. I really want to take art class with him in the worst way...but I don't think there's art classes within a forty mile radius that's willing to take us back. We had so much fun during art class...at so many different places but i'll save that for a different entry, with all the locking in the closet Kelly is a girl and everything. More Later.
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