Apr 08, 2006 13:26
i cant even convey how much of a break i need. a break, like say, maybe leave to another country, contitnent altogether. yeah that sounds nice. with my boyfiend and some best friends. away fom dudley massachusetts. small towns, big dramas.
i thank god so much for giving me such a great life. i am so excited for this foriegn language trip. i hope hope hope its going to be as great as i am anticipating.
five more days.
i have so much homework, and a research paper, due monday?? and this family shit. a huuuuuge party tomorrow. no one reading this, excpet for mary or kate, knows just how insane my mother gets before parties. and my father and i, since we are the only people here, get the brunt of it.
hey, brunt was one of last weeks english words.
i do not want to work a near 6 hour shirt on my saturday. ill be honest, this sucks.
i made first honors on my report card. i was mighty content to see that. but realistically looking at my grades, theyre pretty terrible. the a plus in my independant study was the only reason i think i got first honors.
and i dont even wanna tlak about algebra. ive always hated it, but this year, for some reason i cant grasp it. not enough to pass a test, anyways.
my average starting out fourth quarter is a 64- and do you think im going to be trying much harder come the end of the year? well it looks like i have no choice =(
whatever. i just need a break from everything. when im on that bus to the airport in new york, asleep on keiths shoulder, i am going to be the happiest girl in the world.