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私は狂っているんだ。
Japanese 312
History 100 (one of my last SDSU req's! woohoo!)
Intercultural Communication
International Conflict Resolution
Religion & American Institutions
Basically, it's another semester of: When I'm not in school I'm working. When I'm not working I'm doing homework. When I'm not doing homework, I'm attempting to sleep (and failing due to stress/anxiety/ ??depression??. Yeah, it came back again)
日本の旅行は楽しかったんですが帰ったからもう一度心は重いわけだ。
Japan was refreshing and everything I had wanted it to be. I ended up spending my New Year crying though since I'm an overemotional dummy. Literally, 2AM January 1, 2010 as Ryouta and I were walking home I just started bawling. I tried to explain to him that I was both sad and happy because by some miracle I was able to make like...more friends in one day in Japan at a sort of "Welcome Back Teigan" party than I ever had at SDSU. The thought of then returning to crappy ass SDSU, being alone again for the next ____ semesters, being extremely jealous of this year's CSU students, being so happy to be with my boyfriend again, being ecstatic in the one place where I don't feel like a fish out of water and wondering what the F is so wrong with me that I can't make any friends at SDSU got me rolling. I'm lame like that.
I got 2 new rats, which was probably a mistake but they came from a shitty situation and basically fell into my hands. I couldn't say no and, weird enough, they're the kinds that I'd always said I would get if I ever got more rats- a hairless and a masked. I really shouldn't care too much about coloring, and in fact I wouldn't have said no if they were different. They're still really shy and have some nipping issues, but we're trying to get over that. I don't think they're ever going to replace Tobey though, not by a long shot. Anyway, their names are Hermes and Ares.
*sigh* I'm gonna be up till forever o'clock doing all this stupid homework.
Japanese 312
History 100 (one of my last SDSU req's! woohoo!)
Intercultural Communication
International Conflict Resolution
Religion & American Institutions
Basically, it's another semester of: When I'm not in school I'm working. When I'm not working I'm doing homework. When I'm not doing homework, I'm attempting to sleep (and failing due to stress/anxiety/ ??depression??. Yeah, it came back again)
日本の旅行は楽しかったんですが帰ったからもう一度心は重いわけだ。
Japan was refreshing and everything I had wanted it to be. I ended up spending my New Year crying though since I'm an overemotional dummy. Literally, 2AM January 1, 2010 as Ryouta and I were walking home I just started bawling. I tried to explain to him that I was both sad and happy because by some miracle I was able to make like...more friends in one day in Japan at a sort of "Welcome Back Teigan" party than I ever had at SDSU. The thought of then returning to crappy ass SDSU, being alone again for the next ____ semesters, being extremely jealous of this year's CSU students, being so happy to be with my boyfriend again, being ecstatic in the one place where I don't feel like a fish out of water and wondering what the F is so wrong with me that I can't make any friends at SDSU got me rolling. I'm lame like that.
I got 2 new rats, which was probably a mistake but they came from a shitty situation and basically fell into my hands. I couldn't say no and, weird enough, they're the kinds that I'd always said I would get if I ever got more rats- a hairless and a masked. I really shouldn't care too much about coloring, and in fact I wouldn't have said no if they were different. They're still really shy and have some nipping issues, but we're trying to get over that. I don't think they're ever going to replace Tobey though, not by a long shot. Anyway, their names are Hermes and Ares.
*sigh* I'm gonna be up till forever o'clock doing all this stupid homework.