AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.........

[dougefreshsvt]

Ok, I am working right now. I just had 3 hours of sleep, and I did the stupid thing of trying to talk to my dad. So, I am tired and not feeling very well and he decides that I am angry at him. He bitches at me because the conversation is one sided, and he has been asking me yes/no questions. So, he raises his voice and says that I am angry and calmly say to him that he sounds like he is angry, then we have a little fight about something so freaking stupid it doesn't deserve to be written down. So, we both hang up pissed off, how is that a good relationship. Sometimes I wish I was never adopted into this crazy fucking family. Just because we aren't in the simple 50s anymore, doesn't give him the right to be anal about little shit. Now listen to this, he always told me to think of how my actions will affect others before I make them. Now, when he retired I was the last one to be told(and it affected me). sounds like hypocrtical bullshit to me. I can't wait till his ass moves down to florida and I don't have to listen to him bitch about how I am living. When he is gone, I can do whatever I want without worrying about him finding out. I'll get as many fucking tattoos as I want, I'll smoke as much as I want, and anything I else I feel like doing. GOD!!!!
I can't wait till feb. 25th, I will be in florida with a buddy and be able to what I want down there, and I can just chill out. My life is so fucking frustrating right now, and my dad is not helping me(he is making it worse, suprise suprise).

"Affectation is a greater enemy to the face than smallpox."
"The world is full of fools and faint hearts; and yet everyone has courage enough to bear the misfortunes, and wisdom enough to manage the affairs, of his neighbor."