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hey wow its been a while sence ive updated this, well graduation is almost here and i cant wait. today i turned in all my city planning project that is worth 400 points and i have to do some notebook work for government and im all set! Man i want to quit my bad habbits like smoking pot and and ciggerates.<--(sp) but it's hard. i can do it i hope. anywaise things are going great with kaile and i, were hanging out tomorrow and i might or hopefully will be getting my liscense plates tomorrow so i can drive my car. damn i cant wait to get out of school if i dont make it which i most likely will make it, im going to really miss all the people who were in 9th-11th grade some, ive had alot of great times with everyone. it's going to be different not goin to school next year, well that is a high school. damm i cant believe this is it, a 19 year old getting ready to hit the real world and make the right and wrong decisions in life. That's why im wanting to quit these bad habbits that i have but with all the people i hang out with i cant help to smoke, i dont mind drinking but smoking just plain sucks now, i hate how i feel all down and gloomy and shit. it used to bring me up but now it's just being stoned with noting to do because im too high or whatever to do anything. well i dont want to be the one being too lazy to do something i need my energy back. Life sucks when your just smoking it all away i want to atleat rember something i did in my life that i thought was great for more than a week. wow i dont even know what im talkin about. just nonsence. well i gave away my bowl im goin to stop buying/smoin pot and just drink occasionally but when im 21 we'll see what happens from there ;) On a new note kaile and i have almost been together for a month and it's been a great month. damn im very lucky to have someone like her to make me feel good and not only be my girlfriend but my friend also because were both weird and comfortable around eachother and it feels good to have that comfortableness around someone. well that's it for me ill be in and out of this here and there. so everyone always rember if you shake it more than twice your playin with it. later kiddz