My weekend
This weekend started out so wonderfuly, i mean first me and AJ spend liek half the weekend together and we had a blast. First we walked to my house on friday afternoon. Then we met Beronica at the game. Then me and AJ played video games and all that till like 4 that night. Then on Sat we went to the gym and i had so much fun and it relieved styress by the ton. I found out that i weigh 110 now. Then that night for some reason no matter who was on the phone i couldnt pay attention to them. I have felt bad since AJ left and i guess he just helped burry it while he was here. I feel like i am not good enough for anyone, to Moltka or my friends. Today i woke up and i wanted to go to the gym but i had to read. I feel weak and liek i am not good enough for Moltka. I wish i didnt want sex in high school now. What if i am not good at sex or if Moltka doesnt liek me after that or how i have sex. Or what if i am just not good. I feel liek i basically ignored everyone while AJ was here but it was my vacation from the ordinary i guess. But i got everyone off the phone and all that so i could talk to him and play video games. I wish i was better physically and mentally and just better in general for her and my friends. I am not sure what is wrong with me. O well, this weekend is a 4 day weekend so maybe i can rest.