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Sep 17, 2005 11:50

I think i am renewed in partly believing in my God. The single best thing that ever happened to me could have been lost from me if i was not lucky or if someone hadnt interacted. It took me a while to figure this out. Moltka "i guess its just i was getting over u two (me and AJ since we met her at the same time) like that mon. after spring break and then i saw him again.. and i liked him again.. and i didn't ever see u (AJ).. plus i had health with him and not u.." I see this as if that one incident did not happen that put me in her class then i wouldnt have had a chance with her even though i still wanted to go out with her. Moltka and mines relatioship would have really changed and we wouldnt have had health together. I had soo many chances to meet her before and i guess that the dance was the one time that we would have had a chance to go out. Then another reason she went out with me is b/c she had no chance with another guy she liked. I guess if i hadnt been so lucky the biggest part of my life for the last 6 months wouldnt have been there and i would have maybe been a better friend. I guess i one single incident had changed i would have never met her or anything. I mean the fact that if i didnt leave Travis's house maybe i would have changed my opinion as well. It really made me thing about it. Then chance was equally as well that AJ would have had that health class with her and i could be single now or with someone else. I just dont see how fate is sooo good in my favor. I guess it makes me belive that at times someone is watching for our best interest.
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