you're folks say you're giving up
yesturday after a nice bedroom bout, brian and i took a shower. as he was hurrying to dry because he was leaving me to go out to the suburbs it occured to him to ask me if i'd like to come along. being that i'm such a sport i agreed, even though i knew it would be incredibly stressful. why stressful? meeting someone's immediate family, all together, for the first time and only knowing the person you're going with: thats scary. but i did it. and i think it went well. it was brian's niece natalie's first birthday. so we took the train out to langhorne and i finally met his cat tommy and saw his garden that i eat the bounty from. it was a very nice day. it was also nice to come home exhausted and crawl into bed with brian. and yeah we had sex again. three time yesturday. twice thus far today. we cant get enough of eachother. we spend sooo much time together. he's so sweet. today after we returned from chris's house, i was a little drunk and brian was laying ontop of me in his bed kissing me. and he stops and just lays ontop of me breathing heavily and tells me that he wants me really bad, and that he always wants me. so of course we strip and do the deed, twice. but afterwards when we feel terrificly tired we speak of how much we like eachother and he tells me again that he is falling for me. we've only known eachother for three weeks. it's increbile how fast we are moving. i told him it's like a whirlwind and it really is. so i went to lighting today. and i gave chris the poetry book. well phil pulled chris and i aside seperately, and told us each he wouldnt be offended if we dropped his class. so chris and i decided to leave and get beer. so chris followed me back to the dorms, he'd never been inside, and i got money and brian. and we hung out with chris for a bit and i think they like eachother. chris invited brian and i over for dinner next week. tres bien